I hate my weakness I hate my hesitation
I hate i cannot express myself freely

God please free me from all these~~!!!:(:(:(

today HS spoke to me about

Truth will set you free, the only freedom is in truth and honesty.
Love is a decision, not environment or feeling
We are not waiting to be loved and complain when we are not loved, but we take the initiative to love! and when we need love, we should always turn back to God and drink His love.

If i know more about his love, then i need not to require myself to do things that originally sprout from love...if my heart is truly loving, i'll do it anyway, even without myself noticing it

I just hate to put laws and bondages on myself, by myself...!!

Relax Jessica

False sense of responsibility
Self-esteem

Until one day we'll know we can actually do nothing
there is just nothing we can do for him
Everything we can do is from Him and for Him only

Stop trying yourself~~~!

How much we need Him??How much we need Him~Holy Spirit
it's so hard, God!>.<