on saturday i was taking the AO/EO test together with Irene, this is the first(may be last) time i take exam with her, ha~
while i was doing the test, i could not concentrate on the question it seemed i was dreaming or sth, i was thinking: do i want to do things like this as my career in the future?
writing policy recommendations, balancing parties' interest and reactions towards the policy and drafting speeches for others...although through these i might, to a very least possibility, introduce my thoughts into the policies
do things appear like what we anticipated, or not?
what would happen if it's not?
at night talking with mom, knowing Yee Po's family, and made a call her...knowing it's hard time for their family...this morning first time visit to "The Vine" with Debbie and Jennifer, quite like what i expect, but i can feel the inside fear to be in a foreign community..i just don't feel that comfortable...i said to Lord: "It's difficult for me, can i choose not to go?"
but Lord said: "Can you go for me? Can you try?"
yes, of course, if it's for you
thanks Kaka for sending me her daily devotion about Isiah, it offered me great help of positioning myself in EM, i'm not the master, but a servant, that makes me greatly relieved
God is in control and he never fails. Nothing in Him will fail.
Everything is under his permission and His watch, everything in front is a test for us.
God remind me today again the issue of boldness(i think it's like 5th times since i came back from HK), and he further explain the true boldness is not build on courage or anything, but trust in Him
i know in my heart i lack something important for me to carry on, and Holy Spirit only you can fill it up~i pray that God will move away that hard burden inside, or is it a must while serving Him?You said the burden is light!
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