We are made to worship Lord.
Only in worship we can turn the right focus on Lord in Life, Amen!
other gods in the world cannot see, hear , speak or react, but Lord is the Lord who answers prayers and He cares!
Yesterday i went to CUFES fellowship to do EM promotion. It's a joint U event so at the same time unintendedly also do the promotion to b/s in other u. I was trying to finish the 150pg reading at one night, but it's hard, i just hate to cramp things to the last minute, even more when i was doing that. Work until 3pm, have a nice chat with Adriane.
But hope not this will be a regular time i can chat with you,dear
I would be frustrated when i cannot smoothly communicate with someone, i feel : why?
It's just harsh to me
and then i will think that i was not perform that well, i could do better, earlier, i could have thought of that earlier
but now i need to learn not to interrupt, to let go, to hand things over to God and have peace
it's difficult to create a thing appealing to everyone, but i believe God use everyone of us and by the way, it's not that not-good at all---learn to accecpt unintended things happen
I just feel myself unreasonably worrying, and i ask myself don't, but i just can't help
i lack faith and when i think more, more accusation come, feelings, emotions, i just don't want to open the box of emotion, i don't like myself to be emotional, cos in that state i will stop operating
today morning having lesson, it's good to hand in something on time. Have lunch with XZ, having seen her for a long time~~i'm just thinking the days we will be together will not long, i must treasure these days...there are so many things i want to do!
yesterday my phone found over billed...$1XX...help!need to change plan
in the afternoon having the discussion about ecumenism, talking about different denominations, the unity of all Christians...quite match with EM's spirit..haha..wish all Christians come together and fight against the enemy! and have a short nap...and have class again, at night prepare things for tomorrow meeting, sending emails, receive and make calls...that's what i do everyday
the bad thing is that you can never continue to concentrate on one thing, one thing not quite pleasant, but unescapable
i remember one day i was having heavy headache, and then i just cannot receive any call anymore, but i need the phone to be the alarmer..and i plan to sleep at 9pm but finally still it's 12pm...that night i really wanted to die...
times flies. It's already the end of Jan now.
I wanted to keep everything to myself, cos i don't want anyone to share my burden while what they had are already heavy enough...but it seems here is a good outlet here to breathe,
Jeannie said i should share, but i'm not used to it, maybe i like writing more than speaking it out
I asked God yesterday, i supposed when i serve you, i would have joy! I don't want to lose it!
Teach me please~