Why,God, would you grant my wish?

Lord you hear my prayers
you will to grant my wish
I wonder, you hear those small ones, too,
for they are sounding mute

I wondered, if you want a gift
that i could not give
so i set back, i worried
i grasped them in my hands and could not merry

but when i looked upon you
and now when i look back
my hypothesis strictly failed
beyond my imagination and wonder
you add even more in my hands
and draw me near to your ends

even sometimes i fall down
and lost myself in darkness
even sometimes i forget
it's all gifts from you so precious

how unreasonable it is
how unconditioned it is
i wonder, i confuse

forgive my unawareness of your greatness
forgive my unreasonable pride, ridiculous

I wonder why would you love men
I wonder why would you love me
for such undeserved one
you give your own beloved son

let me bow down before you
to give you the praises in your due