今天不知道為甚麼接觸了很多魯迅,中午經過錢lib也有一個紀念魯迅的展覽,聽講東講西剛巧又講...令我想起以前看的阿Q正傳,狂人日記,吃血饅頭的故事,吶喊裡的鐵屋子記憶猶新

魯迅憑著優秀的成績到日本留學,但學醫時發覺身體健康不及精神靈魂的健康重要,毅然棄醫從文,企圖用筆從戎,去改變民族精神. 他一生研究美學,文學,是五四運動的先鋒,去逝時棺上寫著"民族魂".

剛巧看到同房一篇巴金寫的文章紀念魯迅,對他做人做文學認真的態度大大嘉許和敬佩,當時巴金只是一個青年作家,他看見魯迅負責一個編輯社,為了青年作家出版作品用自己的稿費付費,認真盡責不耽誤一下別人的工作,就在這些微小處巴金說他更努力學習,卻發覺越學習,越多東西要學習. 一個人感動人的往往不是說話,而是品格和行動...而且魯迅待人以真,他的筆也真,這才令他的文字流傳到今世. 儘管詩人風花說月,或者用詞描述得豪華巧麗,但如果只是大花大花的寫,而不具任何實際意義的話,讀者讀來來了又過,不會留下甚麼. 之前和心心夾歌,看到一些流行曲以前是唱到街知項聞的,但今天已經再沒有記得這些歌了,以前原來一些歌手出現過,現在也不記得名字了.反而一些特別的心思的,會留下深刻的印象.

我們的一生,不盼望留下一聲吶喊,只求對自己,真正活過.

我求神恢復我的聲音,我心的聲音,我要聽到.我想出聲.

收到Jane的一篇文章,記載如下:


Al Thomas: "GOD SAYS, 'MANY OF MY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN IN A LOVE TEST--AND THE GRADES ARE IN'" God Says, "MANY OF MY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN TESTED"

"My people have been at the point where they've confessed the Scriptures, rebuked the devil, pleaded the blood, and have had brethren agree with them in prayer, but still NOTHING HAS HAPPENED. Child of Mine, you've not been in a faith test, but a LOVE TEST" (Psalm 11: 4-5; 1 Thessalonians 2:4).

"My love test is when I allow circumstances to come into your life to determine, 'Do you really love Me?' (Genesis 22: 1-2, 9-12). I wanted to see if you were a fair-weather Christian--this is a child of Mine who only gets excited and loves Me when all is fair or better."

"I was saying to you, 'I know you love Me when I bless you and supply all your needs. But will you still love Me, even if it looks like I am halting the blessings in your life and allowing some troubles to touch you?' The big question in the face of adversity is, 'Will you love Me or will you be offended by Me?'"

"Many of you have stayed true, your love was proved and now you will be strengthened...making you fit for the Master's use (2 Timothy 2:19-26). This is the first and greatest commandment, 'Thou shall love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, mind, soul, and strength...'"

"Remember this: My tests are highly refined instruments, like a doctor would use surgical tools...but My operations are always successful (Philippians 1:6) . The angel is blowing the trumpet, so get ready to slide off the table. The test and procedure is about over, and it's time to get up. Adjust your armor (Ephesians 6:13-17); I am thrusting you back into the battle."

God Says, "MANY HAVE PASSED THE TEST"

"It has been difficult for many because some did not bear witness to the message or the vision I gave you. Some were never meant to. That doesn't mean you are better than them (Philippians 2:3), but you cannot plant a vineyard on another's land" (Romans 15:20).

"You have learned not to force your liberty on those not meant to receive it. I am pleased you counted My Word precious to you, but even more so that you have learned not to demand that it be precious to others. Do not be anxious (Philippians 4:6); I'm melting other hearts to catch the vision. Because you have been patient and faithful, I will open new doors for you, but be careful not to burn bridges because you will need them later."

"Criticize no one; love even the most difficult brethren and continue to be patient with all who do not agree with you. Let people remember you not for your giftings, but for your love (Romans 13:8). Anyone can pass judgment and be critical, but my seasoned saints navigate though troubled waters with love as a rudder" (John 13:34-35; 15:17) .

"I remember your work of faith and your labor of love (1 Thessalonians 1:3), you've been troubled and weary, but you've kept the faith and completed the test. Honor is at the door."

God Says, "MANY MUST NOW PREPARE FOR PROMOTION"

"Now is the accepted time to step up and out, because I'm calling you out of the classroom to the throne room. I'm about to give many a new passion for an old vision (Habakkuk 2:3). As I rekindle the vision, you will discover old wounds that used to fester inside of you (Joel 2:23-26) will no longer be felt."

"I am depositing an amazing resiliency inside of you, so instead of retreating when you are knocked back two steps, you'll immediately get up and take three steps. You will bounce back from hurtful experiences and painful words that you experienced in the past."

"Others have had mates who seemed opposed or were slow to come on board concerning your vision, but I will soften hearts in this new season, and fresh unity and support is about to come. Some who have had promises (tucked in their hearts) of ministries and callings, will begin to see manifestations of them being fulfilled" (1 Thessalonians 5:24).

"Now is the time to stir up the gift within you (2 Timothy 1:6). Others, early in their walk with Me, tasted My power, but shrunk back because of mistakes or timidity. That time is over. Many are waiting to be delivered, taught, and sent out" (Matthew 28:19-20).

"Listen to My voice (Psalm 95:7); I'm calling those who have been waiting for a confirmation to step up to the plate, and step out of self-imposed limitations. Your test results are in, like Joseph you've waited patiently on My Word and passed the test" (Psalm 105:19).

"Yes, there is more to learn, but I've completed a great inner work for such a time as this (Ephesians 3:16), AND I'm handing you your diploma. Take it and rise up."

"Arise, shine; for thy light is come, and the Glory of the LORD is risen upon thee" ISAIAH 60:1.