Wednesday, November 02, 2005

exams finished, how good it is~

first time go to the pub and dance...in Swedish music. It's not that bad, isn't it?experience the student life here, i know the limit
exam finished, and you really feel good when you get things done

thanks God He is really amazing
yesterday i was revising the literature, and Song was not feeling that well that we postpone the follow up section, but at the same time i have 3 more hours to study for my exam
then i come to a book that i didn't think i should study, but then i did
and today's question is really from that book! it's out of our expectation and everyone was surprised by the questions they asked...but fortunately it's the thing i just came across
i was thinking i would never get through the exam cos there's too much literature...7 books and 11 journal articles and you have to familiar with arguments of each author, able to make comments and comparison between them...it's too much to remember all of them...in two months, i was wondering: God, it will be a miracle if know all the answers of the questions...but then it happens...one more amazing thing is that yesterday night when i came back home, i 'hae' for two hours...writing emails and stuff til 12 then i struggle whether i should revise the arguments of the remaining literature "you don't really have to, in fact, don't worry"but still i study until 3. Yet finally the fact is that all materials i revised in that 3 hours are not even touched upon in the exam questions today...God reminds me once more i just need to depend on him, anyway i feel good to try my best and fulfill my responsibility, to do what i supposed to. The thing is you should never give up, even at hard times, where things seems not in the right way at all; today many of my classmates (nearly half of them actually didn't come up in the exams becos they thought they are not going to get through it anyway and just prepare to have the re-take exams...i was prepared for that too, but today i feel happy that i finished with this one, cos i don't want to do it anymore
i feel good when i accomplish the course, finally, cos it is D-level that i was struggling whether i should take it or not...but it turns out to be not that bad!the experience is worthwhile and it's good to challenge your boundary and pave your way forward
today i just know that Uppsala's politics is the best in Sweden, with highest reputation and actually two of my classmates have the highest grade in Sweden in the centralized exams to get into this university...it's good to be one of them! In general, i really feel that Scandinavian people are really hard working people and they are serious about their study and career, some say Chinese people are the most hard working people...but i really don't think so, at least compare to that in CU...anyway i think it's not good to study politics in HK...the study atmosphere just discourages you to study...and people don't really care what are they study...but just they think about what jobs they gonna have...probably without any relevance with what they study...it's in thie liberal market economy that general skills rather than specific skills are required becos of the fluid labour market..people don't have guarantee in their jobs...it's not so good...oh today's entry it seems i just talking to myself...just want to let you know more about my life here:)

I'm a really rational person, but sometimes maybe it's too much i know

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