His blessing

i think the blogger is using the comment part for advertisement...maybe that's the way they run the company...but i hate all these commercial things...

Maybe God wants me to learn to forgive...

He let me first to experience his forgiveness and then make me learn to do it
maybe this is one of the steps to put down my self-centredness and to crash my egoism
that he removes every source of sense of security and makes me depend on Him only

"The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised. " (Job 1:20b)

To me as an exchange student a camera seems to be a must-have accessory...but what about if i lost it? To people on earth wealth, fame and power seems to be must-have accessory too...but what about if we who follow Jesus don't have them? There are so many lies in the worlds that " you cannot survive if you don't have ....." and then we exhausted our time our effort to pursue those things , but all we can get at the end is just 貨不對版. Cos those things cannot bring us real joy and satisfaction as we expected. Then the second lie come " you don't pay effort enough that you should have these more..." then we turn to the other thing and devoted ourselves into but fail again..we just like work hard for the whole life but running in a circle that there is no real "Exit".

What's the meaning of things we are doing now? Why?

sometimes we ask when we feel that things should not go in that way.

but most often we are lazy to find the answer, fear of losing so much time on thinking which makes us our 'upgrading' process slower, or maybe we just fear to know the real answer will be " what you are doing is really meaningless" and so we soon back to that circle again. We dare not to face, as long as the people around us are doing the same thing.

and the real situation is that God is the source of everything: love, abundance, joy in life, assurance and everything other things we need so dearly. But now people are turns away from the source to search for a "seems to be right" one...isn't is funny? Aren't the people stupid of doing that?

Friends, thank you so much for the emails these days, though i'm not updating my diary but now everything really goes fine here. Even after the 'camera' incident God gives me angels to help me through it...and when you see things in a different angle, it comes a lot better.

I just want to praise my Lord that for everything i experience has his own good intention behind, He did care for my dreams and what i need, and supply me with everything, so real and so amazing that i want to share with you later. What he gave me is really worth more than thousands thousands times of the camera... it become nothing when compare to the blessing He's been given me

I hope it would not be too long this time...cos i know some people are saying the post is a bit long..:)