Saturday, March 25, 2006

now the Italy trip has finished, venice is great and is a beautiful beautiful city
we tried the gondole, a small boat, that the fisherman will sing Italian songs for you while he's rowing the boat,wearing the suit like a prisoners, though,ha

and you can find the meticulous coloured-glasses and designed masks,costumes for venice the word itself means 'carnival' that the city is famous of its fun,laughters and jokes

the most interesting thing you can find in venice is,however, the many small streets that ALWAYS make you lost, maps are useless, and even we need to use a compass to find a way out~(in a city!)

and water canals large and small are "goon chuen" the cities, that there are water taxi, water ambulance, and wate police, "boat stop" instead of bus stop...every one got a boat "parked" in front of their homes...

maybe i cannot update with all my diary here, but briefly my route is:
17/3 Florence , famous of its paper industry,Statue of David(yim suk yeung)
18/3 Uffizi museum--most probably you will tired of catholic art after you visit this museum, and you become more familiar with Italian painting and painters by then
19/3 Pisa Tower, the inclined Pisa Tower that people use it to test law of gravity
20/3 Bologna--Bolognese Spaghetti

will update later, some feelings need to drop down!

Thank you.

你會說:「這是不可能的。」神卻說:「凡事都能。」(路 18:27)


你說:「我太累了。」神說:「我給你安息。」(太 11:28)


你說:「沒有人真正關心我。」神說:「我愛你。」(約 3:16; 約13:34)


你說:「我支持不住了。」神說:「我的恩典夠你用。」(林後12:9; 詩91:15)


你說:「有很多事情,我不能解決。」神說:「我必指引你的路。」(箴3:5-6)


你說:「我不能作這事。」神說:「你凡事都能作。」(腓 4:13)


你說:「我不能。」神說:「我能夠。」(林後 9:8)


你說:「我不能原諒自己。」神說:「我寬恕你。」(約壹1:9;羅8:1)


你說:「我應付不來。」神說:「我會供應你的所需。」(腓4:9)


你說:「我很害怕。」神說:「我賜給你的,不是一個膽怯的心。」(提後1:7)


你說:「我經常憂慮和沮喪。」神說:「將一切的憂慮卸給我。」(彼前5:7)


你說:「我的信心不夠。」神說:「我所分給各人的信心,是我量度過的。」(羅12:3)


你說:「我不夠聰明。」神說:「我給你智慧。」(林前1:30)


你說:「我覺得很孤單。」神說:「我總不撇下你,也不丟棄你。」(來13:5)

(copy from Ruby's xanga)

Monday, March 20, 2006

travel diary, sui xiang

Ciao!
received you guys' mails la, already sent them...:)unfortunately at the moment i cannot read chinese in this computer,they all appears as squares...

time flies, i cannot believe that today is already the sixth day i've been in Italy, so far the weather is good and warm,but sometimes windy, and once again i experience the humidity that i can only have in hk, when i have the bath water falls like rain, the humidity and warmth reminds me of hongkong,when we have the spanish 'cow mix' in the street corner,the food reminds me of the first time i have that with mandy,yikning,winky,natalie and kei in central...

14/3
in rome we've been to Pantheon, the Pazza Nabona, Ponete Sant Angelo,so many churches, many paintings,hundreds of statues,old remains of castles...those of a thousand year of history make you imagine how big the city was, remind me of the movies 'bun hui' and colosseo the 'gladiator' which are the favourites of my mom and dad.

at night we cooked our selves the spagehtto and sai lan fa, which is not bad! and cheap, haha;)

15/3
Vantigan

we saw the pope benedictus XVI there, and the church is awesome!(Basilica di San Pietro) there are so many ppl there...and also people queue up to talk to the priest there (go gai,gaojie)even there are chinese 'go gai!) but that day no chinese priests were on duty there, otherwise i think i will say a hello to him,ha
anyway, i think human (even non-believers) have sth,so deep that they want to share with otheres, to be listened to is a basic human need, that's why i like to be a listener, and i think it's always my blessing if i can help,if that's just listen
thanks God we can pray everywhere and at anytime!

at night we tried a restaurant near the entrance of Vantigan, called lunch pizza, the price is reasonable and is not bad!i tried a pizza named pizza napolentana, the most typical and simple one, and i like the cheese so much!mozarella,it really tastes different from those in sweden and other places...maybe that's why my italian friend said they'll never had pizza in other countries...though i may not really tell wat's the difference is, but it's just like c mug nai cha and other typical hk food, if you belong to that places, you will be more sensitive to the taste of food there, somehow i think food is a part of life, and then graually it become a symbol of belongings,too

16/3
we visit a underground ghetto where many christians at the times of roman lived and where they hid from the persecution, the living condition is really bad,at the third level underground, you can imgagine how bad the air and light there can be, and how ppl live there for a long time in dark, what they have is only faith in God
ppl at that time even put death bodies together at a place without really buried them, cos they believe that sometimes soon they will be resurrected
though todays it may sounds stupid that ppl doing things like that, you can imagine how real the gospel to them, how real they experience Jesus at that time, that made them to do things that ppl around considered as crazy things

i think it's like the days at Noah's time, when Noah do the ship,every one around them laugh at them and don't understand, but what they do is keeping doing what they believe in...until the consequence came

today we can see more and more evidence the last day may come
what these hints give us message about life?
what is life?
how do we make our life more meaningful?

still today i may not give you the exact answer, for everyone's answer is different in their life, but what is real to me is that i witness every one in the world inside are weak and wanting love and recognition from others so much, sometimes they even willing to sacrifice everything they have to get this. however this love, that i witness can only be from God and God only, that this love will never change and never cease

however,when i try to tell others about this love,the problem is me myself cannot live out this love totally, and i always feel my weakness
but the only thing i can do is to say, 'turn to Him!please!turn to him!you'll get whatever you need in him'some ppl believe, some ppl don't,some ppl get their blessings and joy,some are growing gradually,some are suspicious and distracted by this world's temptation...the only thing i can tell, is the work of holy spirit,is the faith, how willing you are, how much you will try

don't be afraid--

this maybe the phrase we need most, in this times of chaos and sins and distortion...
what is the world mean to you, i would say, mostly depends on the lens you use
and ....don't use the wrong one

the joy,the happiness is already a gift in front of you, awaiting you , using faith to get it

please do

Thursday, March 16, 2006

I'm in Rome

Dear all,
now i'm in Rome now! After the very very very last minute essay and bus)i even dun have time to eat my cooked chicken,just left it in the kitchen...ha=p),finally i got on the plane-and here i come!ROME!!!!!

The first thing i notice when i got down the plane is that here is no snow!then i breathe in the polluted air compare to those fresh one in Sweden. But the weather and sunshine really refresh you up, you feel more free and more like spring and summer, more energy to °move° and travel and play!

nice to meet siuyin,kenneth,sylvia and etta, quite a long time haven't seeing them and they have been to so many couutries during this long long semester break from jan to april...and later siuyin will come and visit me, maybe we should go yum cha and also meet allan there in stockholm too'''

this is the second day i've been in Rome, and here we really visited lots of popular sighting'seeing places,even more than london i think and if you come to europe i think italy is a must see. we went to see so many famous painting and statues like 'Creation of Adam', 'School of Athens',last judgement and others...dunno the english names...but those we read in the history book...and kenneth and etta knows so much things when we see it they tell us the stories about them...i think that's why we read, it's important to remember...you really learn it and can use it and apply it...but not just for exam and then forget everything...hk education system sucks...

and also today we see the pope Benedictte...(sorry if i spell it wrongly)he spoke to the public in so many languages...i think at least 4 languages he knows...and we are luckly to see him..though i like the previous one more...haha...and so many so many ppl here in -vantigan...like everyone become more 'kin sing' when they come here...why

i need to finish now...time is limited
as always

bless you and love you all

update you more later

and please let me know you guys address...i forget to bring my address book with me, so please give me yours thru emails...jessica112@gmail.com, so then i can send you post cards ar,^^

Friday, March 10, 2006

感恩,今天竟然在一個情況裡面有機會分享(當然之前有祈禱啦),是有關中國文字裡面早已有神的啟示,早在造中國文字那個時候的人已經認識上帝!遲些有機會再分享,真的很奇妙!剛好今天fika的人有日本人,馬來西亞人,他們都懂中國文字,聽了之後都對福音有興趣,說今個禮拜天要一起去教會看看...感謝神的恩典與帶領,請為我們祈禱吧,渴望那天他們的心都被神的愛吸引和感動,神的靈親自跟他們說話...他們包括Rei,Chihiro,Jimmy,MianMian,Dave, Chenghuiling

請也為我禱告,我的paper,已經借了很多書,但好像毫無頭緒一樣...怎麼辦??一方面很擔心,另一方面又知道要交託...我不想最後幾天要通宵...真的不想...

Thursday, March 09, 2006

呢世人最傷心的事情是
1)配眼鏡
2)看到人斬樹
3)不知道有神/知道有神卻不當作神榮耀祂
我覺得人類最差最差的事情就是破壞大自然呀,真的好討厭好討厭~~!!!!!中大卻每天在斬樹,把美好的校園都毀了...不過樹斬了可以再種,人的生命失喪了,時間過去了,眼睛壞了都是不能挽回的
也許最傷心的事情就是我們不能再挽回的事情,不能夠重來的事情
所以我們真的要好好珍惜現在每一刻,免得將來後悔了

去完kiruna的trip應該寫一下,因為真的很難忘...但已經寫在自己日記裡
這幾天又發生了不同的事情,怎樣一一總結

簡單概況:下星期去義大利啊,感恩join 小燕,Sylvia,Etta,Kenneth,之後和Jay他們去Slovenia, Croatia,Hungary, Vienna,大概4月9日回來,求神保守我們的腳步吧,希望是很開心很開心的一個旅程!

今天出糧,很開心~老闆話我幫得手仲加人工tim~yeah~

由於去旅行的關係,要趕功課,但想題目和找書都花了很多很多時間...hai...星期二就要交兩份paper和一個additional paper,求神賜我智慧!

要寫paper la~

你們也要努力!^^

Hallelluyia!~

我要每天每刻都讚頌你是神
你施恩典 你手相牽 令我滿有信心
(獻出一生 交與主你手中)

從Ka聽來的歌,歌詞很好,就抄下來了

今天晚上聽了一個在A國工作多年的一個偉大的僕人分享...驚訝神在A國的工作,祂奇妙的恩典和帶領...真的很不可思議...我們還等甚麼?復興就要來臨!!!
會場上有很多很多的瑞典人都舉手要到A國...很感動啊!~你可以想像嗎?他們要到A國去!
看到他們我想起之前的聖誕,之前的暑假,想起他們,我的淚就不停的流,不停的下
一個人如果願意完全放下自己被神使用,他的影響力可以多麼的大!而他工作的base竟然在香港,真的...
真的,我也不知道可以在這裡分享??但願我回香港時在跟你們分享我聽到的
我們無法猜測神的工作,祂自有祂的道路和智慧,我們要做的就是親近祂,認識祂,等待

人心的空虛唯有神的愛可以填補,這是我看到的,見到的,經歷過的,真實的,我可以說些甚麼?惟願神成就祂的工作~~讚美祂~~還有很多很多人需要神!求神賜我智慧,讓我知道可以怎樣做

如果你要認識,你要尋求
如果你想經歷,你要尋問
如果你想跟隨,你要悔改,
你要經歷那種重生,豐盛的生命,必須認罪悔改,歸向祂,罪會攔阻你,不能認識祂
如果你想被祂使用,你要付代價
歷代的宣教士都是付出無數的生命,禱告,心力心血才換來今天的成果,我們現在做的算是甚麼?
願神加添我力量

信,就能得到

Saturday, March 04, 2006

一個觀點沒有「得到完全、經常以及毫不畏懼地討論」,它將成為「一個僵死的教條,而不是有活力的真理。」約翰.米勒(J.S.Mill)《論自由》

當我們選擇我們的信仰的時候,不是盲目的絕對接受,而是要反覆對敲,去思想我們為甚麼要信這個,要做那個,不是責任的問題, 而是應不應該的問題, 當我們真實痛撤的去想去問,去做出來,這個信仰才對我們的生命有意義(如果它真的是真的話),才能夠真正改變我們原本陳腐的生命

Friday, March 03, 2006

:) many small ice stateus

small ice statue

ice and snow--reflection

nice hut in the arctic circle

me and Karen

warm bed~!(just apparently)

:)

ice glass-: want a drink?

japanese sister: Naomi and Masami

cold cold cold...

walking on the 'ice lake' scary but interesting!~

Snow mobile~ i don't know they are behind me at that time!

WOO~~~

yeah~girls pic

E~

Wa...

So beautiful....

Hoi Fan la~

Ready?

Ice hotel

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Ice~!

Ice Hotel

Kiruna

 
 
 
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日子一天一天的過
我們是失去了甚麼嗎?還是我們每天在學習
學習愛,學習忍耐,認識自己,認識世界
犯錯,改,又犯,再一次機會
放手 等待

不希望忘記的回憶

看一些好友的xanga,當她/他已經忙到沒有時間寫日記,當她們忙到日子一天一月流逝
如果每天做著同樣的事情,為了甚麼?我要知道
我將來會怎樣
五年後的我會怎樣?
更開朗,有動力方向的我嗎?
對生命更堅定, 勇往直前的我嗎?
能影響別人生命的我嗎?
更愛天父的我嗎?
還是躊躇不定?

我相信到將來回望,都是值得的
都是:)

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

代禱

A) 請大家開始為下兩星期的TA 雙週會行動祈禱 ( 6-17/3 )
我們主要會去陳宿, 國宿, 知行同紫霞

大家可以為:
1) 在這兩週中, 大家都有同心合意一起守望校園和宿舍的心
2) 最近多異端出現, 聽 Caroline 分享, COC 的人曾在紫霞出現, 以不誠實的做法進入宿舍傳道, 以禱告求神保守, 免得人被異端迷惑
3) 也為 T.A. coordinator 和組長守望, 他們在這段期間都忙碌, 求神給他們智慧和心力, 作引導的角色
4) 為 Crunaction 小組禱告, 興起他們守望宿舍的心

B)請為到我姨婆禱告,最近她身體骨髓發現有腫瘤,可能要做一個很危險的手術,求神教我們能做正確的確定,也求神賜醫生有智慧去找出最合適的醫治方法----宣告神的耶和華拉法,祂的醫治的神!祂若願意,必能叫姨婆的病好了><

生日快樂~

這裡要介紹我生命中三個很重要的人

在我生命裡對我重要的人有很多很多,但就趁她們生日這個機會讓我對她們一一表示感謝

Irene
她是我從小到大的最好最好朋友, 其實她的我表姊,但我們的感情比親姊妹還要好,在媽媽有意無意的安排下,我們從小的感情就很好,二十年了,我們的認識感情就只有更深更厚,我們會彼此分享所有東西,離開香港我會覺得是她幫我照顧阿心,她就像我的家人,我有甚麼事一定會跟她說,她的生命也是我的負擔,無疑我們都是對方生命最重要的朋友,她對我的忍耐和關愛我會永遠記住的,現在她信主了,我們成為屬天的姊妹,可以分擔的事情就更多啦,生日快樂

Ruby
我們其實認識了兩年,但感情是很特別的,我們都是自己第一次短宣認識的,是禱告夥伴,是出隊戰友,屬靈上我們是老戰友,雖然我們各有不同崗位,但我們卻在我們的角落彼此收望,RUBY真是眾人的天使!認識她的人都會有這樣的感覺~她對我特別愛護,在我病的時候照顧我,給我煮飯做飯盒,我們上年創了驚人紀錄---每天一起跑步,最後令我這個以前體弱多病的我可以一口氣跑2000米---完全是她的鼓勵和morning call的成果, 每天我們跑步後就會一起禱告, 家庭,感情,朋友,事奉都會分享,代禱....我相信我這一生人都不會忘記這段時光的. 到了瑞典,在自己很需要關心和鼓勵的時候往往是RUBY送上最溫暖的問候和卡...謝謝她,love you fowever~感謝神讓我們認識對方~

向真
向真是我的大學同學,從北大拿獎學金過來,成績優異,努力追求學問的她常常提醒我要在這方面努力.她對人的
真誠和坦白令我們相識不久就找到共通點,成為非常要好的朋友,在追求自己的理想的時候有一個人與你一起是很重要的,她往往提醒我自己在做甚麼,為甚麼我要讀這一科,她對自己追求的東西很清晰,不容易動搖,也許我就是需要這樣的人在我身邊提醒我,不要被這個世界影響了,而迷失了自己的方向,感謝神在大一的時候她的同房就帶她信主了,她就是那種當你認識她,你就巴不得她早日認識神那種人,神非常喜悅她,給了她的很多恩典和智慧,我神在她身上有非常美好的旨意,願她早日發現~ 向真和明因,我們都是被真理吸引的人

感謝神讓我生命裡面認識她們,她們對我生命的影響都是很大的,當然還有其他啦(lingling!) and the others so many others...但這裡不敘,等來日有機會再和大家分享吧~盼望我們的友誼隨著日子的過去變得更醇更美更深更厚~love you all~